Easter temptation... yes I really enjoyed myself!

 

Ok I can say with a lot of authority that I most definitley indulged this Easter long weekend. I have been so good that I figured I could just enjoy myself and not feel guilty. I know some girls who diet and they eat one chocolate and they feel so terribly guilty but not me, I need to be strong and know that tomorrow is a new day. 

Tomorrow I will get back on my bandwagon and stick to moderation.

When I did eat the chocolate I made sure I really enjoyed it, I didn't just gorge for the sake of it but took this really as a treat. I know they say you shouldn't treat yourself with food but it is EASTER after all. 

Did you have a great Easter?

Where you able to withstand the chocolate temptation?

Jaime xx

So I fell off the bandwagon...

This past week I have a confession to make... I have been a bad, bad girl. I don't know how it all happened, actually I know how I just don't know why and why I let it get to this point. On Saturday after my weigh in last week I went to a house warming party and there we had chicken kebabs which ok not that great but there was a huge tub of smarties and chocolate freckles which unfortunately I have to say had my name on it and I had at least 2 handfulls, big ones too. God It is hard to even type this out to everyone, to admit it... but that isn't all! I also downed 2 bottles of wine... on Thursday night I hosted a dinner party for my girlfriends which included cheeses, another bottle of wine, strawberries dipped in chocolate plus my massaman curry (I did do a healthy version though) and THEN last night we had a big work function and I drank again... urgh... I am not a big drinker I don't know what has happened to me...

I didn't go to my weigh in this morning, I was hungover, feeling like shit and I was quite frankly ashamed... I know I probably should have gone, I will go back this week. It is time to get back on the horse. It is always hard, but by making this confession to you that it will help me back on my path to losing weight. 

Do you ever feel the same? It's not an easy road that's for sure...

Jaime xx